I was

I was full of hope.
I was naive.
I was a dreamer.
I thought that life was easy for everyone.
Again: I was naive.
I can't go back to the way that I was.
I saw many things, I lived long enought to see that everything can be worse.
you will try and fail.
you will try and win.
But after all nothing metters.
You don't get the happy ending.
at Ieast stil don't get mine.